Pretty basic of me but I have been just so beyond horny lately! I’m super into BDSM and just very normal missionary position stuff. I was supposed to have a hook up today but that didn’t pan out for various reasons. Just feeling pretty generally sexually frustrated, since I get little enjoyment from toys, and really enjoy the power dynamics of BDSM and praise kink/ shame kink stuff.
Currently just like rolling all over my apartment making high pitched noises in search of relief.
There’s also this one guy I’ve been sexting for the better part of a year who knows just how to get me going and he’s so busy- although so am I hahaha
But he’s unavailable!! ugh just looking for some sympathy in the weird corners of the forum I guess and a place to get my feelings out.
Honestly sounds less like you need toys and more like you miss the mental part of it all. Half the appeal of BDSM for a lot of people is the attention, tension, teasing, validation etc. Hard to replace that with a piece of plastic and positive thinking.
Also rolling around the apartment making weird noises after plans collapse is unfortunately a very human experience. The horny energy has nowhere to clock out and just starts pacing the room.