Ah yes, that makes sense. I have similar desire but to burp in front of girls for their reaction, though unfortunately I cannot burp at all, not even small ones.
After reading your previous comment it is clear you are going through a bit of a dark time coming to terms with your fetish… That truly sucks bro, I feel for ya. If you don’t mind me asking, how old are you? I am 34 but did go through similar stuff with my own fetish when I was younger.
It may seem impossible looking at it from your current perspective, but you just have to find a way to fulfil your fetish and not feel guilty or bad about it. The whole “ethics” thing is really not worth dwelling on in my opinion, you didn’t choose to be born with this, we can’t help what arouses us and there is nothing really sinister about a farting or in my case burping fetish. Like I said before, what people don’t know, can’t hurt them.
And I won’t lie to you, finding people that share the same fetish is basically impossible other than on a forum like this. I am not exactly sure how rare a fart fetish is but if it is anything like burping fetish, it is pretty super rare, if you have put all your hopes on meeting someone with the fetish…It is kind of a false hope, and I don’t say that to upset you or make you feel worse but we have to be realistic at the end of the day.
Finding people who are open to it on the other hand maybe easier, but of course unless you are paying them money they are going to want some kind of sexual thing in return, no one wants to indulge someone elses fetish and get nothing out of it, it’s just simple as that.
And in regards to meeting straight guys to befriend, it may seem like you have nothing in common with them, but you’d be surprised. Being gay doesn’t come with it’s own set of interests does it? I mean if we want to be stereotypical about it then yeah of course they do and gays and straights can never be friends… But you know as well as I do that is not true, not in 2023. And there is nothing wrong with starting out with the ulterior motive, countless times I have befriended girls because they caught my attention with their burps, if it’s a good basis to motivate you to get yourself out there then it’s all good. You just got to genuinely build on it from there, maybe it will work out and you won’t feel as though you are just their friend for that reason.
Sorry for the long msg my friend, I really want to try help, but I probably just talk shit a lot of the time. But everything I have said is based on my own experiences with my fetish which isn’t so different from yours. The worst thing you can do is hate your fetish, you have to embrace it, embrace it to the point that you feel sorry for people who don’t get to experience it, those normal fools watching their porn hubs. Hahaha.
If you want to talk further, feel free to pm me. I hope you can feel better about things. And I hope I did not speak out of turn. My apologies if I did. I shall be quiet now.